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Category: Poems
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It got me wondering.
But I asked nothing;
I remained silent.
As I needed to hear-the claws creeping,
the air caressing,
the leaves widening.
And while I was laying down, frantically,
on the softest of the pillows,
I heard-your footsteps approaching,
your whispers rising,
and your ocean eyes tiding over-
mine.
Inspiration from Tom Disch
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Twinkle, twinkle, little star, How I wonder how long is far! Has your light be stolen or what, Whilst my eyelids down they shut? Tinkle, crinkle, little star, Shake that dust off your scars, Have they ever, ever yelled at you, "Who am I talking to?!" Whittle, sprinkle, little star, Sow the pledges of a racing car, Of a marriage that finally ends, Of a show that never commences. Tremble, brittle, little star, Don't fall now, stay where you are, It's your light I cannot bear, All my skin of you is aware. Now pause your whims, little star I swear, this time I'll pause mine, And to this night again I'll sleep just fine.
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The seagulls above my head,
Your hand on my skin,
The heart that is concealed by it
is the rhythm
I fail to hear.I am the grain of salt
you placed on my tongue,
I am all the languages
I’ve ever thought
-but can’t speak now,
And the day is too long andI wanted to cast no shadow,
I wanted to feel as nothing
ever belonged to my lips,
my limbs,
I craved for them to be drenched,
For my head to be too heavy
to look up,My arm too weak to retract from your grip,
My ears too lazy to all the sounds
my body and yours would make.I wanted to cast no shadow,
I wanted the moves
I am projecting onto the universe
to prove me I am wrong,
That I am made out of nothing butWhat perpetuated
in my head. -
Superficial magazines, poorly distributed
Evenly, around the moulded bench
Headlines about anything different,
And nothing that was about to happen.I was encountering my nightmares
And they were hands I could shake,
The validation of a pair of eyes
The same colour of the shadow swallowing them.Scraping the bottom of one barrel,
The print on a shirt I imagined to tear up,
Dressed by the lady I didn’t want to be friends with.
The lips were numb against the wind
– and the cold,
and the silence.I yelled at you,
As you were the only face to see.
But mine were the legs that wandered at the fastest pace,
Finally surrendering at the perimeters of a seat.And again I waited,
Tracing the rituals of my curse,
For the heartbeat to pass and for you to be back,
To return to the nightmares. -
Would there ever be Ever, not soon Enough plasticity of the mind Allowing one – me – to figure out Each one of the weapons?
I believed it firmly, It felt no harm, It carried no shame. I could have battled Many more million years.
And yet-
Quietly, You were there, plenty
And quietly,
You were not enough of.I haven’t noticed the exact,
Precise momentSilly me!
As you unfolded,
WanedWhen I was looking elsewhere, When I wasn’t ready Quite yet.
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I always longed to make my roots somewhere.
To feel I was belonging to someplace. Having the conviction I could find peace when in a precise spatial delineation within the universe, coordinated by geographical points;
And nowhere else.
Then I heard life saying:
The trees, they are outside!Grab your arm. Clench it: it hurts. Skin changing color. Flesh sweating, swelling, smelling.
Arms pointing, holding who you love, stretching to turn off the air on the plane that is only on your face, stretching when you wake up in the morning. Those branches you possess unravelling towards the above, the undiscovered, the infinite possibilities, collecting the oxygen that makes your blood run, faster;And I looked around, and I was possibly by myself, surely within myself: but nowhere where I had to be.
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Melting words,
longing arms –
wrap now my waist,
squeeze me
with your care.
Barefoot,
I am riding
the glass line
of the Equator.Pour me wine,
let me clean
the corner of your chest,
you did not bring
any armor today.Turn my face,
approach my lobe,
suck out
the thoughts of you
I fail to conceal.My forehead staining the window:
pointing at
patchy meadows,
smeared clouds,
rolling mountain ranges.Still, I am overjoyed:
my mind on the prelude
this is
to us. -
Rise!
I’m standing already
I didn’t see you coming
Do you want me here?
What am I now?
Can I hold your hand?
Please go, bring your affections with you
I don’t need any
Are you angry?
It is my face, it can’t wrinkle in a smile
Why does it hurt
I brought you chocolate
I brought you an addiction that doesn’t bleed
I am sick and tired of compassion
Please wake me up
Do you think you are the only one?
Don’t you think I’ve thought about it too?
I didn’t consider the now
Now that it all returns back to me
I mean I’d never, I guess
Did you mean it?
How fun
It’s sunny today
Please let me believe you were asking for help
It feels warm on the tip of my nose
I would have come anyways
And it is November
I would have swiped your troubles away
I thought it was winter already
I would have at least tried to
Those flowers next to my bed
Have no roots
Try to let me in
You are not my family
Yes! Look at me
I feel cold now
Don’t ignore me
Get me the blanket
Why did you give up
Those blank spaces
Take, you are shivering
I still need to fill
It is never too late
To be happy again
With more chapters of a life
I am afraid to continue
Claudia Delicato 